Paying someone to spend time with my kids is the most frustrating thing for me. Not that I actually think that someone should do it for free but the whole idea of paying someone to spend time with my amazing kids rather than being the one to do it just seems so preposterous! I want to be that person.
Scarlett had a fever yesterday when I picked her up and it persisted all night. By morning she was doing much better but still not 100%. I went to work anyways but the guilt is horrible. My sweet Scarlett is not feeling well and I am the one she wants and I am not the one she is with it sucks!
|Eva took this picture of us. Scarlett looks so miserable.|
|Trying to eat some fruit leather which she normally loves.|
The one good thing that can come out of this is that it just motivates me to work harder towards my goals and be successful at working out of my home and being with my kids.
And there you are, the woes of being a working mom but one who doesn't actually want to be working.