Saturday, September 26, 2015
I yell too much at my kids. It's something that racks me with guilt. As soon as I'm done I feel guilty. Sometimes while I am yelling I think "Jeez, why are you yelling!". I'm just so sick of it being a part of my life. I am making a commitment right now to stop. Maybe I can do it cold turkey and maybe not but I promise to improve and get it out of my life. My game plan is to put myself in time out. I think it's this weird "my kids can't win" thing but they are kids. I can't argue with them. They are just kids. I definitely can't yell at them. It is a problem and it needs to stop. I love them so much. I just love them so much. Motherhood is really really hard.